God I am so exhausted. It's Monday morning. 9:18am. And I am ready for bed. It is taking a lot of effort to keep my eyes open. I actually slept in this morning and was going to call in sick.. but you know, I figured I would do the right thing. Mah.
The reason I slept in was because I didnt fall asleep until close to 2am and my alarm is set for 5:45am. The reason (s) for my late night are as follows;
i feel like i didnt have a weekend- saturday morning was doctors and ultrasound (yeah so I have gallstones btw) then dandenong to the wig shop then to mums to see how dad was with ABL (dad had a pacemaker put in last week, is doing fine but!) then to parkmore with mum to hang out with her. Was fun but even there I was stressed as I had things to do; buy ABL's oldest daughter a birthday present (didn't, didnt find anything) look again at the wedding cakes, check out the sales at Crossroad, have my optical appointment etc blah blah. so didn't get home until after 5pm, then relaxed for a bit then had a few drinks and spent like 2 hours looking nice (in skinny jeans, new black knee high boots, black floral long top/mini dress) and then got there just after 10pm.. and instantly wanted to go home.. wasn't in the mood, didnt want to drink or be sociable etc etc... so we stayed till about 11:30am and then nicked off... got some Mcdonalds on the way home.. naughty naughty.... got home, watched TV, started to watch Poltergiest on TV and then fell asleep about 3am....
Sunday, BM2 (Bridesmaid 2) picked me up at 11am and we went to DFO- found some great stuff at Garfunkle but it was hard without BM1 to buy anything... just to avoid wasting time I am not doing anymore BM dress shopping with one of them.. needs to be both of them! But in good news, I bought my wedding earrings- gorgeous silver dangles with green stones from Garfunkle. I also found necklaces for ABL's girls- delicate silver chains with tiny diamante hearts. They had really nice BM dresses there, as above. We also popped past Dusk, which had really nice wedding cake knife and server (? is that what its called?) for $24.95 on sale which was GREAT so may pick this up next weekend if still there. They also had cute rought iron lanterns for $9.95-$14.95 each... and Lincraft had the clear glass little vases with the narrow tops for about $5-8 each that I was after! After this huge shopping trip I was exhausted so just watched TV, had dinner (which ABL thankfully made) and before I knew it it was 11:30pm. And I then jumped on the internet to check out more weddingy things.. then it was almost 12am.. so I called mum for the nightly chat and had a smoke.. then it was just after 12am. Then I washed my face, toned, brushed teeth, moisterised... then it was 12:30am. Then I got the cat in, jumped into bed, set alarms.. and it was 12:45am. Then I read for a bit, begged ABL for a quick shoulder rub as felt very tense..then it was 1:30am.. and I think I feel asleep about then? Jeez.
I tell you what- I am a little stressed re the wedding and I have not been eating as well as I should. Add onto this dads surgery and my stupid gall stone collecting gall bladder... I am scared to tell my boss I will need time off for surgery for this as I also have asked for a week off in December for a honeymoon (although we may wait till after christmas for this, since the wedding is so close to christmas and we can use our "wishing well dosh" for the honeymoon.. but I have only worked here since we moved out this way 2 months ago! Too much stress going on! I need an extra carricular activity! At least this job is so not stressful compared to CN but maybe if work was busier it would take my mind off the wedding and stuff- I mean, I have totally had time this morning to clack up this post plus check the Vogue Fashion Forum. Lol.
Maybe I will focus on exercise. I have been lacking in that area since we moved. At the old place I went to the gym a fair bit. I do not want to do this now as I am saving every second cent but I can easily walk the dogs at night or do something? I have a yard now woohoo.
Anyway some good things so far today;
the limo man emailed me and said an hour should be fine- so thats $200! Compared to the $600 quote I got last week and nearly vomited. This is great news. I have asked him to book us in.
The wishing well wedding people emailed me and said they can sell me a small birdcage for the wedding dosh for $25. They are closed till august but thats ok. this is great as I had allocated $50 to this but even thought that might not be enough?
Things I need to focus on this week!
Eating well
Doing some exercise
NOT stressing re things
only spending $50 till friday lol
Hmm. we will see. mah.
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